Before married...i used to like hanging around at shopping complex..shopping... I used to read at least 3 books in a week... I can do whatever i want.. Now i become a mother of 2..everything in my life have changed... 1) No more Shopping alone at the mall unless i tagged my kids along with me..which i never do because i cannot control my son who is sooooo active... 2) No more reading book..I will be lucky if i can finish 1 book in a month! I can read magazine thou..(actually i just bought all the magazines and only read few pages of it) 3) No more waking up after 12noon..the latest i can wake-up is 9am (if i'm Lucky) 4) Cannot lepaks with friend..i have kids to take care..nda kan lah lepaks together with my kids and friends kan.. 5) I cannot go back to hometown like last time..if last time it was at least twice a year..now i'm considered lucky if i can go back at least once a year...last time alone mah..now everything have to x 4 pax oh! (Air ticket expensive..air asia fare is cheap but the tax is damn expensive) 6) Cannot wear the skinny type of jeans..after giving birth 2 babies..my anatomy has change soooo much..hip getting wider..thigh jadi besar..no matter how i try to buang all the fat..no luck so far! 7) I cannot simply spend my money for nothing..I have to calculate the budget for milks...diapers..kids clothes...grocceries...Utilities Bill..and many more..if i have balance..then maybe i can buy one hair band??? (So pity me) 8) Cannot cursed like i used to last time...haha later my kids pun use the word hell..bodoh..bongoh..bangang..babal..then how??? 9) Cannot divide my love between hubby and kids..if i love hubby 100% then kids will get 100% too.. 10) Cannot live without my beloved kids.. they just mean so very much too me..! So even i have so many 'cannot' after i have my kids...My life is still wonderful and meaningful because i have so much love to give to my family!
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